If you feel that way, there's no reason you shouldn't give up on it. I've done that with shows that pushed all my buttons. I would rather have you stop watching the show than have you laugh in my living room when I'm genuinely upset about something, you know? I love you dearly, but we need to be able to disagree about this show enough to watch it together without you laughing when I want to cry and vice versa.

I agree with you about Lilith. Not about Bela or Dean. That's okay with me, that we don't agree, but I feel like it isn't for you. That's why I asked you to not argue with me about it last night in the middle of the ep (particularly since I was still into it). Because I know how you feel, and you know how I feel. And neither one of us is going to change the other's mind.

Maybe next year we'll watch House, or Heroes, together. I don't know yet. If they put House and Heroes on the same night we'll definitely end up using TiVo to do both. I'm not sure what I want to do right now.

We weren't mad at you--I know you felt like you needed to apologise when you left, but you didn't, we'll live--but it's okay for you to feel this way, I just don't want to feel like you're laughing at me because I am fucking upset that he's dead or for you to be uncomfortable because I think calling Bela a bitch is like calling that thing we're all staring at a TV set.